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Remy: a year ago right about now

You were called away one year ago today. I miss you and love you more than I ever have. Not only did I see new sides of friendship with you, Remy, but also love. It really can live on. It does go deeper and further than I knew, even when one is apart.

I wonder if part of your spirit was you survived leukemia for 3 good rounds. Perhaps when you overcome that, just about anything seems possible, even opening your world to a stray woman who hitch-hiked into it.

There's so much I feel and want to say, but I wrote alot about it last year elsewhere. It's just about the same.

It hurts, this grief, but yet... right now, something inside floats and feels more alive. I feel better for having had this.

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