Cafe Hitch-hike

2022-06-16

What is next

I'm not a fan of repeats but I had to give the speech again, the one I've given for usually when a relationship has outlived its life but I wanted to stay friends. I wish my damn heart could had made the leap, but it didn't. I admitted this to Rafa.

I said to Rafael what I said to Huck. I admitted to both that I wondered if I was meant to be alone but just didn't know it yet. I also asked that question the last time I had taken plant medicine (it didn't give me an answer but did tell me not to repeat relationships, and to just follow the path it led me).

People can still love each other but not be together or have a life (that's the story of mine). I wonder what is next.

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